wtf, April 9th

I feel like I should be having the time of my life right now. Spring Break 2010 and its the last friday and I'm at home. Today marks 6 months with my current loser and to be honest it feels no different from the first day we started on this rollercoaster. Just give me a sign that you're not like the others but at this point it would be too much to ask for. I just don't get it. Maybe everyone isn't allowed to be happy.